| We interrupt your regularly scheduled program with this OOC announcement. |
[10-28-10 at 3pm] |
This is always fun. Any ties to Kiele Kendall concerning Scotch Jameson have been severed and changes made accordingly. Scotch will be be spending the remainder of his SL days in NYC with Grace and the twins. I really don't give a fuck who this pisses off because I'm sick of decisions being made that effect my characters without my opinion mattering. Scotch will be involved in SLs on a very limited basis.
We now return you to your regularly scheduled program that is already in progress.
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[10-9-10 at 11pm] |
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The twins turned a tear old last Sunday. God, they've gotten so big. Being away from them in Montana made me remember how quick this time goes by. Where did a year go to? More importantly, when did it all go so wrong. I wanted to be there for them, give them a stable home, with their sister. I wanted to be everything my parents never were. And instead, I was worse. Father of the year material right here.
I don't know what it is. I don't know what it is that makes me get an idea into my head and go blindly for it. I try to ignore it. I try to make myself stay where I am, set down roots, quit running. It never works. Tried it with Grace's mom. Tried it with Kiele. It never works. It's always this desire to go.
When Grace's mom left us, it solved the problem rather neatly. Grace and I traveled most of her first year. Mexico, New York, California and Hawaii. Hawaii was great. Grace loved it there. The girl loved being on the beach. But the cancer changed everything. And I ended up in LA. That's where I met Kiele. That woman changed everything again.
Her. The twins. The engagement. Everything was going perfectly. But of course, it was never enough. It never is. I'm everything I swore I would never be. I'm the unreliable parent. The man who can't settle down no matter how hard he tries. And trust me, he tries, whether people want to believe it or not.
So, my weekend trip to LA turned into a bit longer than planned. Grace really enjoyed seeing the twins so I told her we'd stay till this weekend and go back to Montana later. Later is getting later and later. She doesn't want to leave. So for now, this is home I guess.
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[8-24-10 at 8pm] |
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To Do List
1. Go to LA.
2. Get Grace.
3. See the twins.
4. Pack.
5. Leave.
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[8-3-10 at 10pm] |
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[[ Completely Locked Fuck it; Open; Kiele, Brandy, Sherry ]]
Montana. Why? Outstanding warrants which are going to include jail time but it's not the only reason. I had to get away from it all, everything. Kiele, Brandy, even Grace, although it killed me most to leave her. Did I tell anyone? No. Just dropped her off at Brandy's, shut the phone off and hit the road. I didn't want to answer questions. I didn't want to be the big brother that had to keep on picking up the pieces in everyone else's life when I was trying to pick up the pieces in my own. I know it makes me horrible. I know it makes me shallow and unreliable and selfish and a prick and whatever else everyone wants to call me. But I've gotten to the point where I just really didn't give a fuck. Am I sorry it's put everyone through the ringer? Yes. Would I do it all over again though, knowing what I know now? In a heart beat.
I'm not meant to be the big brother. I'm not meant to be the rock. I'm not meant to be the man of the family who makes sure everything is going smooth. I'm just not. People can want me to be that with every fiber of their being but it's not going to change that it's not what I am. I don't want to be found. I don't want to responsible for it anymore.
And honestly, those girls spent most of their lives without me anyway. They've had me back in them for all of three years, tops. When I go, which I am still going, well, I guess it's now more of staying gone situation than anything, in a few months, it's not going to matter. No one's going to look over and say "Boy, I wish Scotch was here." I'm a fuck up. I know it. Have been 95% of life. It's the only thing I'm good at. And if it weren't for Sash being a part of her life, I'd probably be more than content to leave Grace with her. I'm not meant to be anything to anyone and it's best it stays that way.
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[7-27-10 at 9pm] |
Closed for business due to repairs.
Check back later.
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[6-25-10 at 6pm] |
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For reasons unknown, I bought a bar. Grace wants to call it Sparkle. We're in negations concerning the name.
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[6-10-10 at 4am] |
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I asked Grace where she wanted to go when we left her Aunt Bran's and she said New York. Well, actually she pointed to a picture in a post card book. I'm not much help at Brandy's right now. I think I'm more in the way than anything and it's time to go. So New York it'll be, at least until the urge to travel pops up again.
I know the twins are here. I know I'm going to catch shit for leaving for two, possibly three months. Kinda really don't care. Well, that's not a fair assessment of the situation. Kiele seems to be doing just fine with the new guy she's seeing and god knows he's bound to be a better parent than me. I'm entirely convinced I've completely messed Grace up. She wanted Kiele as a mother and as much as I knew I couldn't be what Kiele needed, it broke my heart to see Grace sad. I don't know. The twins are young enough if I just....stopped coming by, they'd never notice. I know I'm supposed to have this big fatherly instinct and supposed to kick up this big fight to make sure they know I'm their father and we're family and what if it's just better for them if we weren't?
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[5-2-10 at 10pm] |
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Indefinite Hiatus.
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[3-20-10 at 8pm] |
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I'm coming back to LA, probably for just a week or so to help Brandy get shit sorted out. Then back to Mexico cause let's be honest, there's nothing worth staying in LA for anymore anyway...
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[2-23-10 at 9am] |
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Taking Grace to Mexico for a few weeks. Phone's shut off. Be back around April 1st.
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[1-10-10 at 9pm] |
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The Soon-To-Be-Mrs.-Jameson and I are at an impass. And yes, it's concerning the wedding. She wants my sister there. I do not. Yes, I am aware this makes me a horrible person however given my current mood I really don't give a fuck. I eloped with Grace's mother. I want the church wedding just as much as Kiele does so guess what sweet cheeks, you don't get to make all the call.
I'm already sleeping on the couch. I don't think it can get any worse than that.
I don't want to elope and I don't want Brandy there. Until the issue is resolved, I guess there's no wedding.
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[10-1-09 at 9pm] |
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I informed the demon children in my soon-to-be-wife's stomach that they need to come out asap. I'm not marrying their mother for her personality. I want that hot body back. They didn't listen, and they're still in there. They better come out. Not that I'm anxious to hold them or anything. I just want Kiele's body back to the way it should be. Ain't that right sugar lips?
I sold two of my bachelor pads. The one here in LA, cause we already have a home here in LA and the one in New York. It was a smaller penthouse that didn't really have the room we'd need if we too kthe family there. The ones in Mexico and New Orleans are so I kept them. I want to take Kiele to New Orleans once she's settled after the twins are born. I think she'd like it there. It's a whole different world.
Speaking of the twins, and I'm fairly certain this isn't going to please some of the women in my family, hell, probably all of them, names have been decided upon. Since we're having a boy inand a girl, we're naming the boy Bailey Travis, keeping with the liquor first name "tradition" in the family and Aniston Justice, keeping with the middle name tradition in the family. I expect to catch shit for it.
I'm not gonna lie. I'm kinda scared about being a father all over again. I mean, yeah there's already Grace and Leni and Nick but we're gonna add too more. And while I'm nervous about it, I'm excited as hell. That, and once these kids come out of her, Kiele's finally gonna marry me.
I'm finally happy with my life.
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[8-2-09 at 6pm] |
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We need to talk. Asap.
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[7-5-09 at 1pm] |
Since you can't apparently ever play a game anymore without someone wanting to break the rules, this is how it's gonna work from now on. NOTHING IS CHANGING ON MY END! Please do not misunderstand and think that I'm a newb who changes shit to what's more convient for me. Well established storylines should not be cut for mun convinece and as such, I will not being doing so. Scotch will still have married Hannah Rafferty and had a child with her and is subsequently, working getting his divorce finalized. If Hannah's mun sees fit to change everything on her end, more power to her but that's not how I do things. Any questions? Please direct them to Human Resources who will answer your calls and e-mails in the order in which they are recieved. kthnx.
~Chris
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